Am I doing Enough?

So let’s start with this, am I doing enough to push myself every day. I started Shaping Success, to help others realize that their life is not defined by their situation. You can be successful in whatever way you chose. Just because you came from a bad situation, doesn’t mean you can’t change it. 

I am at a crossroads myself, I have podcasted for 3 years now. I have over 1000 subscribers on YouTube and at the time of writing this a little of 38 thousand downloads. Today I am contemplating shutting it down…

Gary Vee says, just create… I have been creating for 3 years, and have developed some great friendships as well as relationships. Social media however is an ever changing monster. I put out my most current episode of this Monday and it has 3 audio downloads, and 10 Views on YouTube…

What am I doing wrong? I try to justify in my head is it worth it, is the a return on my investment. Am I spending my time on something that will not take off.

I wanted to make something positive, something that would reach as many people as possible and I am spinning the wheels. It’s almost as if I can’t gain traction. I wonder more now than ever, is it worth it? The time I spend away from my kids, the time I use to try and grow something that could be my own. Something that is fulfilling, something that makes me happy. 

Do I conform, or move forward…